Papers and History

School has gotten more interesting to me in the last two weeks than anythime ever. I fe;t when I first started off in the classes, i had an opinion about so much until I actually experienced a couple of weeks in my English class. I have learned that you have to actaully research to get your opinion. Your opinion really cant be determined until you have factual information that supports that opinion All my classes are in a knot and because they all say the same things. They are in unity. I love the fact that when I go to class that they actaully give me some relationship. I have learned that in my English class that I can actually go out and do research on my own. Some may find that the internet is a good access or resource. We have used interviews and other resources to support our solutions and really back up what we feel. I went in with a idea and came out with a different perspective. You have to know your history before you can actually deteremined anything. As people, we are not open and free minded to actually sit down and read the statistics that w are provided. It is quite interesting because everything I have learned in my English class ties to everyday life. Its actually right in front of our eyes.

Who To Ask?

New York University is promoting a spring program that I would love to attend. I plan to attend and I am trying to do everything to bring up any grades, make any necessary changes, and do whatever I need to get there. I would like to attend New York University to build our country. I want to minor in Film and Video Production. if I could get my voice, then I can make the choice. I feel that thsi sis a combination with my modeling ordeal. i know who I am and i am all for promoting my country and bettering the country. I am so confused but I know what i want. I dont know how I can say that but I am unsure if I should go if I am accepted. Am I thinking to hard or am I trying tto live my ambitions. I really dont have any idea. i talked with so many people but who should I believe and who should I trust. I really wish that someone can help me with this. I think that I have the funniest speech. i am very good at giving speeches because I was stage frightened but I am not anymore because i perfected on that. I want to showcase and model this country. Where should I go? Am i making a good decison?

Know Who You Are

I posted and note on my Facebook page and I faced some many problems with this note more than ever. The note was the same title as the blog. As many people know, I am an aspring model. I want to be a super model for all the right reason. People feel that I am trying to become a model When I speak of becoming a model. I could mean for anything. I love my country and I wear alomst anything that supports this country. I wear red cross and army shirts to show support. i would love to be the American Dream of this country and support all people. i have been througbh so much that people dont really realize what i have been through. People judge me but I want to show diversity through my work and my passion. I have the passion for making this country into a better, more diversied country. This country in dying hep. This oes back into what i first said about this tiopic. I am doing this because I really want it to and this is in my heart. I have been through so much. I know who I am and I have been characterized in so many aspects. I am a multi racial individual that supports all communities and people. i would love to be the model of this country. I would really do this to promote a better country in all aspcts such as economic and social components. Someone has to know me before they can judge. I knwo who I am do you know who you are.

Know who you are

First and foremost, you should know who you really are. You have to build that inner confidence and be the person that you desire to be. I fear that many people will not acknowldege me for the work that I plan to accomplish. I would feel like I had no meaning if I couldnt be myself or do the thing that I wanted. I am the biggest aspirations ands I have so many flaws but who can determine whether or not I cant be successful. I am a person who likes to do diffrent things and be unique. But I know who I am. I use my insecurities and flaws to make me a better person.

Racism or Just Your Imagination

In the beginning, I know racism still exists in the community. The title gives you a basic general idea of how the essay should go. People take things out of context. If I was to hear something from a diffrent race then I wouldnt really be offended but some of my friends are offended at when some races say certain things and nine times out of ten the person didnt mean it in that way. race shouldnt be an issue but it still exists. I feel that race will never be totally wiped out because it similar to mixing water with oil. the two will never be dissolved into one substance, either water or oil. i love when people say that you are tyring to act black. what does that mean? We should change our word usage instead of using words that are suppose to be use as a ethnicity. Black and white are ethinicities. Are you reading this trying to figure out what color I am and I know many of your judgemnts but I am built of multi races. We have to work on facts and stop facing the assumptions. Assumptions are your opinions that you consider or how you feel that come to mind. I think that we as Americans have fail to live under what this country should be. We can stand together when somthing happens to the entire country. So why do we bash each other to be recognized as individual races and not one country. We stand for the same thing. Black say certain words that they feel that other races shouldnt say. I feel that if no other race should say that then Blacks shouldnt say it either! thats is excluding other races by doing that. I wish we could all look back adn think of things we have said and done and think is, Is it racism or just your imagination?

Memphis City Schools

I have always defended Memphis City Schools and tried to make impressions versus the depression they actually cause. Memphis City Schools is out of hand. Children are bringing guns into the school like it is candy. I remember bringing those children ages and going to school. My fellow classmates and I were afraid to bring our own Halloween candy to school. Now the school is not following any organization. Memphis City Schools are settling on the phrase “Enough to get by”. I was a student of Memphis City Schools and I know that doing these random metal detectors aren’t going to do much. Adding police officers aren’t going to do much because we will have less police in the street. We love our children and have to better their mind, not destroy them. They have no hope. Everyone tried to blame everyone for the shooting and deaths. There isn’t going to be much change. Why? There isn’t much punishment. It all changed when they took punishment from the school. Now, I am not making any racial comments but I grew up in an African American community and African Americans talk about how much they punish there children. I feel like it starts at home. In that case why do we have more predominantly African American school being affected and showcased on the news? There isn’t much punishment in the African American neighborhoods as they say. The White or Caucasian neighborhoods are always being attacked due to people saying they have more money but we live a society where anyone can become anything. You have to work for it. The African American parents have this thing that their children aren’t going to be “PUNKS” and that’s how they get in trouble and get caught up the streets. I love MCS and if they are going to try to put a hold on this violence then they will need the parents help. All of them! I know plenty of parents that have came up to MCS and tried to argue with the faculty and come to the children’s defense. MCS is going to need the help of everyone and stop balms everyone! 360 words

Unordinary Monday

I had the biggest problem yesterday. I woke up early around 5am to go to the gym to start back on my dail workouts. Well it didnt go according to how I planned. I tried to gather my clothes for the gym but I couldnt find them. So I found some other one and that took up much of my time. When i went to the gym, I went to the wrong location. the loctaion i went to had been moved and it was on the other side of Memphis. So I burned alot of gas. Then, i finally go to my destination and it took me a long time to get there. When i got out the car, I grabbed my gym membership from the side of the door. Lock the car and prepared to leave. There's one more thing! I LOCKED MY KEYS IN MY CAR. I was so traumatized because I didnt get to exercise. It was so cold and I had no jacket. So I went in for help, and no one could help me. Luckily, my phone was charged. So, I called everyone and non could help. So I walked to Kroger to get a hanger, which I got from the meat department that smelt like fish. When i got back, I tried to unlock my car. Then the security comes trying to save the day and thens think im trying to break into my car and doesnt even offer assistance. It was so crazy. So i ended up calling POP A LOCK, which they tried to charge me 40 dollars and I declined about 4 times until the guy came and then he charges me half. I mean it was crazy because of all the times I need someone to help me then there way no one around. They are usually blowing up my phone but yesterday wasnt so goodat all!